Join us with libations and preferred substances as we look back on the beautiful dumpster fire that was 2024.

—(1:27) 4-wings episode postpartum —(9:39) “This podcast used to be good” —(14:48) More Alexandra vs Emeka shit talk —(21:28) Welcome to our end of year 4 drunk pod —(24:10) What we’ve contributed to the enneagram —(29:30) Embodying real spirituality —(35:20) 2024 highlights - Akashic Records —(39:58) Instinct zone stems —(43:05) The heart center and 3w2 vs 3w4 —(1:02:10) Josh’s object relations theory —(1:09:36) ChatGPT can’t mimic DG’s writing style —(1:14:44) The dream girls and kung-fu / Unshaming the types with Kristen —(1:24:39) Withdrawn excursions to the backrooms / Before and after of sexual —(1:28:48) Mushroom trips and depression —(1:41:01) Toronto meetup and social as easy exchange —(1:49:17) New most hated types —(1:54:17) 137 ted talk trifix and Musk being weird —(2:04:05) The year of frustration dreams and fantasy / 4 as a fantasy type —(2:23:16) 3w4 American psycho episode with Louis —(2:32:25) Most redeemed types —(2:41:51) Relationship between identity and sexuality / masculinity and feminine polarities

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After an unfathomable delay we’ve returned to the wings series. **send in your questions and comments for episode #200 bonanza**

—(1:27) Alexandra gaslighting us about why she gave up on the wing series —(12:25) 4-wings intro —(17:53) 9 vs 4 differences / 4’s off-putting emotional aggression —(23:17) The ambient emotional friction of 4 / frustrated reactivity as a self-protecting boundary —(29:05) 4w3’s formed self-identity vs 4w5’s formless god particle —(34:14) 4w5 being in the dark about itself —(38:33) 4w3 representing something beyond the map —(42:29) 4w3 refining personal subjective taste into a unique ‘thing’ —(49:09) 4w3 vs 4w5 in interviews / the self-contained rejection offering of 4w5 —(53:39) 4w3’s aloof sommelier identity —(58:37) 4w3 operatic stylization vs 4w5 bottomless mystery —(1:06:35) The decaying dark matter anti-style of 4w5 / https://www.instagram.com/the__ljilja/ —(1:10:47) How we feel talking about our heart center type —(1:13:21) What 4w5s are like in the wild —(1:24:20) Luigi Luigi

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Continuing where we left off with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**

—(1:27) Couples that look like siblings —(5:50) The different splits in masculine/feminine psyche —(8:06) Social shadow work to understand sexual instinct/individuation —(9:52) Seeing masculine/feminine as energies rather than compartmentalized roles —(13:53) Anger’s role in the sexual instinct —(16:38) The idea of integration, holding the tension —(18:15) Being able to stretch and expand creatively —(19:14) Mother projections, living in paradox —(24:33) A neutralizing force versus an activating force —(30:12) Libidinal energy being trapped in the mother —(31:56) Zooming out with Gurdjieff —(41:30) Attunement to the unconscious energies of the centers and instincts —(45:03) Understanding instinctual and neurotic fear —(49:37) The terror of police body cam footage in suburban America —(54:29) The aesthetic realm and its role in reality’s horror show
—(56:58) Concretizing murder in the image of slaying the dragon —(1:03:37) Art pulling you out of knowing and certainty —(1:07:53) Moving towards your death, keeping things novel

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Special episode with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**

— (1:27) Plugs — (5:53) Salome & Star Wars intro — (7:00) Conditions of existence, Masculine/Feminine, and the third force — (10:38) John sets the Star Wars stage — (12:53) A New Hope: Princess Leia Loses It All — (19:58) Empire Strikes Back: Introducing Eros — (23:05) Return of the Jedi: The Metal Bikini — (27:28) The power fantasy, fathers/sons, and male expectations — (32:00) Kristen zooms out with the Star Wars mythology — (34:52) A glimpse of the feminine journey — (39:04) Dualistic feminine energies & Leia’s psyche — (47:20) Where are the feminine stories? — (52:15) Jung’s ‘Answer to Job’: Why is God a dick? — (56:20) Salome’s story — (1:02:30) The Death Mother — (1:06:00) The journey of the three instincts, Anima/Animus — (1:17:00) Alien: the violence of being born — (1:25:00) Masculine pain & the parental complexes

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Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map.

— (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200 — (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal — (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9 — (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture — (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s — (46:43) 3w2 DJ roast segment — (56:37) The delusions we create and uphold to avoid reality / attachment nostalgia — (1:11:17) Knowing the monster within — (1:15:55) Maladaptive self-subversion and sx instinct edge-seeking — (1:21:19) Big Hormone SP segment — (1:29:55) The orange man is 2-1 Social

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Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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— (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast — (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone) — (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod — (16:31) The great disillusionment — (19:51) Trump and elon dork — (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts — (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4

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Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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— (1:27) the john stream from the void — (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go — (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood — (18:10) a zone is always happening — (22:08) energy around male connection — (35:10) self-pres nerd out — (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing — (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs

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Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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— (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk — (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout — (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship — (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems — (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish — (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’ — (28:23) What’s SX2-3 really about? — (36:31) Stacking vs Zone Stems — (43:28) Reptilian SP3-1

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Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

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